Shaky, but stable. Ready for the carnage.(The Cure this time)
Fighting the urge to drink is like fighting myself.
Lunch with my mother today and I could hardly breath. Exhaustion exploding inside me. Yawning so hard I almost fell off the chair.
I have done no work and do not intend to, what can wait will wait and 'future me' can suffer whilst I relax and enjoy the rays. Same story, different university.
I still feel rubbish today but sober, which is good, but which can't last.
Tomorrow is another (grueling) day.
The drugs I ordered off the internet haven't arrived yet as they should have done. The panic may soon set in, as I am fuct without my clonazepam-fuct I tell you!
God I want a drink, blow the bars away and set me free, heehe!
The beast is hungry.
(This song rocks-dig the 'drum-hand clap' combo, sweet."Six billion beautiful faces await, but I saw them all before")
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posted by Merlin at 5:28 PM
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Everyday is a new day (what you do is your will)
Man, how great are The Cure? I missed a concert of theirs in '04. My best friend called and left a message on my cell saying that "I should be there" and he held the line so that I could here 'Pictures of You' playing in the background.
The Cure makes me wet my pants, though admittedly I prefer their albums from beginning to Disintegration.
Fighting the urge to drink is tough, way to go.
Great avatar of Macaulay by the way.
Their singles album is my favorite by far -- though "Kiss Me, Kiss Me, Kiss Me" is a close second. How I love their gloom...
Hope you're feeling better.
Hey freak-a-zoid! Great taste in music! Sounds like you need some sleep!
hey man, try and be good this weekend - without so many little colored pills and amber water (try).
peace out!
hey guys- the cure suitably rocks-do they not!
half way through the weekend and impressively fucked up. I hope you guys are enjoying yourselves too.
I do also prefer the earlier cure but they are still up there.
hey there.
just checking on ya, making sure that you can find your way out of those self-induced stupors you enjoy over the weekends.
shakabuku!
peace.
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